Helen Moran is thirty-two years old, single, childless, college-educated, and partially employed as a guardian of troubled young people in New York. She is accepting a delivery from IKEA in her shared studio apartment when her uncle calls to break the news that Helen's adoptive brother is dead. Helen knows what she must do, and purchases a one-way ticket to Milwaukee. There, as she searches her childhood home and attempts to uncover why someone would choose to die, she will face her estranged family, her brother's few friends, and the overzealous grief counselor Chad Lambo; she may also discover what it truly means to be alive. A bleakly comic debut that is by turns poignant, uproariously funny, and unsettling, this novel has shades of Bernhard, Beckett and Bowles and it announces the singular voice of Patty Yumi Cottrell.